Lost in the edit Without a Key.



Between eleven and midnight last night and between seven and nine  this morning I read three hundred and twelve pages  of The Way Home by George Pelecanos. Yesterday I finished Jeffrey Deavers “blockbuster” Roadside Crosses.   

Between nine am and one pm  I worked  on a review for The Independent:    A
review of The ICA’s present exhibition much concerned with concrete poetry.  It
was supposed to be six hundred words but I end on one thousand two hundred.   At about one pm I get ready to leave for The BBC  on the other side of London for radio
fives book panle
. I press exit without saving and lose everything.   My brain slowly melts down into scrambled egg.  Must leave. 

So I left on my bike and   whizzed for twenty minutes to Bethnal Green for The central line  which takes about forty minutes to woosh across the city from East to west and in no time I am at White City, at The BBC.  I Meet reviewers  Badisha and Boyd Hilton and the writers George Pelecanos and Jeffrey Deavers.

Pelecanos compliments me on my quilted chucks (quilted all star converse) and asks where I got them from. It was a cool note.  And with pride I tell him Hackney, only in
green. But  I think it was a sample design  line.  Not sure you can get them, but I tell Pelecanos that there are those stores all over the country. That’s George Pelecanos who wrote The Wire.

On national BBC radio five we review the books Roadside Crosses and The Way Home  in front of the authors and words fail me. Not good for a reviewer.  Richard Bacon is the radio presenter.  The Job is done. I am unhealthily unsatisfied.  I say to Pelecanos that he has a great gig tonight with Shane McGowan and the Pogues at the Boogaloo club.  I got offered a free ring side seat but couldn’t make it. 

I get back on the tube knowing I had to be  home to start the independent article. It’s
rush hour.  I arrive back at Bethnal green,  take out my keys (to unlock my bike) then
watch them slip from my hand and tinkle into the grid engulfed beyond reach beneath water.    I look at my bike locked to the railing. I look back to the grid.

 It take’s  me an hour to find a magnet  to get the key out of the grid and thirty minutes
to get home by 6pm.  I finish the article by 10pm with the feeling that the better one was written earlier.   It’s been one of those days where I got lost in the edit and could not find the key.


1 thought on “Lost in the edit Without a Key.

  1. Boy that's a tough day! Is all poetry lost in transportation?Is Shaney Mac still alive ? There is a tomorrow,was there a today worthy of it? Never too many questions,Lord save us from answers! 🙂

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