There's nothing good about smoking. There's no upside. I've smoked since my teens. I am an expert. I was addicted until Le Journaliste and I stepped on the plane at 6am this morning. We stepped off at 10am in stansted. I am excited about tomorrow: about not smoking tomorrow. If you see me trying to snort kerbside ashtrays at Stratford Station then I've lapsed just ignore me and walk on.