We enter bookshops to broaden our minds. May they flourish and may we. I was fourteen in 1981 when I opened the door of Lamp Bookshop in Leigh. All that was left of its previous incarnation, as a corner-shop was the tinkle bell, which gently announced my arrival. A forest of bookshelves and leaflets bristled and Dorothy appeared. She was a young woman in her twenties with a kind face and a Lancashire accent which sounded as if it could break into a lullaby. She ushered me past the counter into the back room. This was the first meeting of the Leigh chapter of ‘Who Cares’, which would become a major l charity for young people in care in Britain. Recently they changed their name to Become.
The meeting room was used by the The Welfare Association, women suffering after post natal child deaths, writers groups… we took writers into schools, and then the schools started to order their books from us….Lamp was a community bookshop” Dorothy tells me from her new home in The Isle Of Man “it started in 1979 by a group of nine women which became five. We received funding from North West Arts Board and The Arts Council. There wasn’t a bookshop in Leigh.. A neighbour suggested Leigh Alternative Media Project. LAMP. And that was it ”. The name alone was enough to arouse suspicion. When we started Lamp my parents in law didn’t speak to me for six years Lemn!!”.
Leigh was a mining town, a mill town, a working class town proud of its roots in socialism. At the time Margaret Thatcher was determined to break the labour strong hold and particularly the unions. The church had a powerful grip and preachers told their congregations to “go into that bookshop and ask for the Bible. And we did stock the bible alongside books on eastern philosophy and all religions” says Dorothy with a smile in her voice. LAMP Community Bookshop was a threat. Luddites, “the secret police” the far right and the church attacked the women. Dorothy’s paid work was with the council of churches. “They said ‘if we don’t like the books there you will be sacked’”
In the nineteen eighties there was a lot less scrutiny of the police. In fact the reason for the scrutiny in the present days is by no small means a result of what happened then. “My post was opened by the secret police and my phone was tapped” she said. “They thought we were part of some kind of left wing conspiracy. The far right daubed our windows with Swastikas! At the launch (of LAMP) the head librarian from Leigh Library stood outside the window peering in.” Dorothy went out to invite him in “I wouldn’t be seen dead in there” he said and walked away. They were frightened of books” .
A few years later when I left care I moved to Manchester. Grass Roots Bookshop was my saviour. Like Lamp it was run by women . They sold magazines like Spare Rib and Black Beat International. They stocked books by the radical presses from around the country and the world. Anti Apartheid posters adorned the walls alongside posters for marches and pressure groups and leaflet stands which were our version of the internet. They sold books from Bogle L’Ouverture, a small black publisher based In London at Walter Rodney Bookshop. It was run by Jessica and Eric Huntley. It too was an independent bookshop for the community. Bogle L’Ouverture published Linton Kwesi Johnson’s second book “Dread beat and Blood”. Race Today were the first publishers of Linton Kwesi Johnson’s Voices of The Living Dead. Bogle L’Ouverture published my book Tender Fingers In A Clenched Fist. It was the most important moment in my development as a young author.
None of the independent bookshops I’ve mentioned are around anymore. But they are in the DNA of Bookshops now Throughout my career as man and author independent Bookshops have been vital to my development. They are are precious places.
This week is Independent Bookshop Week and my memoir is in the non-fiction category of The Indie Book Awards. . The announcement is on June 25th . I will be speaking in independent Bookshop Week on June 27th with Grace Dent who will be speaking of her memoir called Hungry. Dorothy shared a memory which stayed in mind from those early days of LAMP where we first met. “We gave you a lift to the home and Lesley stopped at the chippy . It was a dark night. You were in the back seat looking up through the car window and you said ‘The stars go on forever. When I was a child I thought they were the top of a dome but they go on forever’. And there and then I knew”. Bookshops are the loudest place on the high street, filled with galaxies of testimony. The workers are the guiding lights from stars. May they go on forever.
today, 23rd June Dorothy wrote “Thank you Lemn for writing about LAMP. A bit more information. We quickly found the corner shop too small and moved to a larger premises on the main street Bradshawgate. As we became better known, so many people in Leigh took us into their hearts. There were still some who perhaps were wary of us, but we became part of the town, and larger Wigan eventually. Also people from a wider area visited, Manchester, Warrington, Salford etc.
Sadly, in the time of Thatcher, the funding, for the services we offered was withdrawn. The fixing of the pricing of books was withdrawn and supermarkets were then selling best sellers below what we had to pay publishers, as we could not get the same deals with publishers. We did become accepted by many churches, and the Vicar of Leigh, Alan Gawith was a great supported of ours. (See letter below). Even my parents-in-law came into the new shop eventually! We had support from the local press, especially Leigh Reporter.
Sometimes, we enter bookshops to lose our minds. I survived my childhood losing my mind in books. Love local, independent book stores. Absolutely devoured My Name Is Why, thank you for telling your story. Jen
Thanks.
I have just read ‘My Name Is Why’. I fell asleep reading it til the early hours of the morning, woke up early the next day and stayed in bed til I’d finished reading it. I bought it as one of four books; my partner said I should read it. I left it til the last of the four as I wanted to read it but thought it would be harrowing and I needed to be in the right frame of mind. I’m 55 and was adopted by white people. I am Chinese Malaysian I think, although people have said I look Indian too. I read your book to find out about you but I found out more about myself and realised how much I don’t know about you and how much I still have to learn about myself. Thank you for this gift. I am a photographer and took your photo at the Royal Festival Hall on a National Poetry day. It was a privilege and I love how you get the importance of photos and how they can be the safeguarders (is that a word? – there is a reason I am a photographer and not a poet!)) of memories. I’ve always treasured photos as a means to lock the past down. I continue my search to find out ‘why’ I am here. Thank you again for your memoirs. I had no need to be afraid to read your story. It was beautiful. The poems weren’t bad either
Ps. I also run a little gift company and we donated some gifts to one of the Christmas dinner projects and will do so again in the future. Such a great idea.
Great to hear from you Hayley. Thanks for what you’ve said.
There were smiley faces after the last sentence but they are not showing. You can see how I rely on pictures to get the meaning across.